i have nowhere to go right now

i am so absolutely miserable and alone. i do not want to wake up tomorrow and have to face school. i feel so petty and stupid right now. there is actually no one who i can quite tell this to, so i’ll say it here. i have nowhere to go. i feel like something’s been taken from me and i can’t decide what.

the only thing keeping me alive is the fact that i am leaving in 17 weeks.

and also the fact that high school doesn’t really matter, no matter how much it seems like it does right now.

p.s.

i also failed my driving test.